I HEART LAMS
i got my super! new shoes because my reeboks fell apart today (i swear they must be fake reeboks; they were delightfully cheap and ratty). Fell asleep on the bus because i was busy reading all night. I'm supposed to be doing the curley's wife thing but I'm procrastinating (i'm still sad about lit test, i forgot human qualities meant... oh, nevermind). So here i am, reviving the blog.
Haha today during art mrs chia told us to go sketch the eco pond, and i was the only gullible idiot to draw the stupid fish (which, by the way, looked like crosses between O<>
love lynette (:
poetry thing is coming along ok.
PS the chinese quiz was so idiotic. I MADE UP THE ENGLISH QUESTION FOR NON-CHINESE STUDENTS BTW! the dragon one, hoho. I so deserve some credit lah.
Monday, April 16, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
simon and garfunkel!
I am so in love with them, and now mel too! http://youtube.com/watch?v=5n4TULPMEsU&mode=related&search= this is america. brilliant beyond brilliant.
I love sound of silence too. They are groovy.
she said this about kings of convenience's cayman islands:
i want to fall into the hands of my beLoved one
and let time waste away while listening to this song
haha so cheem and romantic.
Well today was great! Haha it started off okay, when i stoned on the courtyard and stared at the sky. Oh then mel was so quiet i got emo. During science I daoed her (sorry mel), and when she fell asleep during hcl, I got emo. I wrote alot (but it was bad, bad, and it made me even more emo) on my book, and sank onto my desk, dozed off.
I was awaken by a familiar hush (sort of like in mrs khong's class, when we got into trouble), and people calling, lynette lynette! SO i leaped off my seat and saw jesslyn and misspang outside. haha then lao shi asked me what happened. I told her, wo you tou tong (i have a headache. ok so my hanyupingyin sucks) and rushed out.
haha so it turns out i'm in cap and so is jesslyn and charlotte (plus some others form our school, 5 got in), and JULIAN and MAXFU (haha) too! YAY YAY YAY YAY :D:D:D:D
okay so i jumped alot. so much that the lao shi asked me if my tou tong was gone, since i was smiling and jumping so much. i said, uh i took a pill.
nvm she still loves me. she said, wo ai ni!
oh and some acbr guy stepped on my phone. so it wasn't working for 5 minutes. and throughout that time mel and mars and ven had to shut me up. I was busy swearing at all the passing acs boys. When it worked i decided they were still okay :D
haha and meltan wasn't emo when i came back in, so we talked about kisses and stuff. She gave herself a lovebite, zomg. we went to toysrus later to celebrate, and we did gay things with the puppets. And i laughed so much as this elmo. it's called tickle-me-elmo. you can get me that. only 39.99. okay then we bought pens with feathers that light up to use during teo's class.
by the way if you're free buy me a nice teddybear. I like them.
I love sound of silence too. They are groovy.
she said this about kings of convenience's cayman islands:
i want to fall into the hands of my beLoved one
and let time waste away while listening to this song
haha so cheem and romantic.
Well today was great! Haha it started off okay, when i stoned on the courtyard and stared at the sky. Oh then mel was so quiet i got emo. During science I daoed her (sorry mel), and when she fell asleep during hcl, I got emo. I wrote alot (but it was bad, bad, and it made me even more emo) on my book, and sank onto my desk, dozed off.
I was awaken by a familiar hush (sort of like in mrs khong's class, when we got into trouble), and people calling, lynette lynette! SO i leaped off my seat and saw jesslyn and misspang outside. haha then lao shi asked me what happened. I told her, wo you tou tong (i have a headache. ok so my hanyupingyin sucks) and rushed out.
haha so it turns out i'm in cap and so is jesslyn and charlotte (plus some others form our school, 5 got in), and JULIAN and MAXFU (haha) too! YAY YAY YAY YAY :D:D:D:D
okay so i jumped alot. so much that the lao shi asked me if my tou tong was gone, since i was smiling and jumping so much. i said, uh i took a pill.
nvm she still loves me. she said, wo ai ni!
oh and some acbr guy stepped on my phone. so it wasn't working for 5 minutes. and throughout that time mel and mars and ven had to shut me up. I was busy swearing at all the passing acs boys. When it worked i decided they were still okay :D
haha and meltan wasn't emo when i came back in, so we talked about kisses and stuff. She gave herself a lovebite, zomg. we went to toysrus later to celebrate, and we did gay things with the puppets. And i laughed so much as this elmo. it's called tickle-me-elmo. you can get me that. only 39.99. okay then we bought pens with feathers that light up to use during teo's class.
by the way if you're free buy me a nice teddybear. I like them.
Monday, April 9, 2007
2CO
There was no time for thought
Do you even wonder, how you managed to get through the whole cheer with perspiring cold palms? I thought I would not be able to do it. I thought I would forget the cheer halfway; I thought, I thought.
When I tried to run through the cheer in my head it was a blank. A void of nothingness only an arousing panic creeping through.
Did you have that feeling?
And yet when I stood there, in my full glory, big smiles and all, in that gay-lovely-purple-wrong-font shirt, I wondered if my panty line could be seen by the person behind me.
At such a moment, I could still think of such things.
Oh god, my senior is behind me.
That was the last coherent thought I had before Mrs Bowness said One.
After that it was autopilot. The meetings and practices we had; suddenly became etched into my mind - or rather my mind was not working at all. It was just my limbs and my mouth and my throat, raw with shouting. My lungs expanding and contracting, contracting and expanding, and for a second I pause to take a deep breath and I wonder if I had made that one second apparent. Perhaps at that one second the class got softer?
Yes, illogical thoughts were starting to form.
It felt as if I were climbing Mount Everest, plagued by snow blindness; frostbite; hypothermia. The biting cold numbs; and I start hallucinating.
When it is over we forget to look at the judges, the first reaction and instinct to run away, get out of here, don't embarrass me. When our pounding hearts settle; we ask each other for their expressions and we don't know. We laugh.
Thank you everyone for doing their best, we all felt the love.
Love, Wen Fei
Do you even wonder, how you managed to get through the whole cheer with perspiring cold palms? I thought I would not be able to do it. I thought I would forget the cheer halfway; I thought, I thought.
When I tried to run through the cheer in my head it was a blank. A void of nothingness only an arousing panic creeping through.
Did you have that feeling?
And yet when I stood there, in my full glory, big smiles and all, in that gay-lovely-purple-wrong-font shirt, I wondered if my panty line could be seen by the person behind me.
At such a moment, I could still think of such things.
Oh god, my senior is behind me.
That was the last coherent thought I had before Mrs Bowness said One.
After that it was autopilot. The meetings and practices we had; suddenly became etched into my mind - or rather my mind was not working at all. It was just my limbs and my mouth and my throat, raw with shouting. My lungs expanding and contracting, contracting and expanding, and for a second I pause to take a deep breath and I wonder if I had made that one second apparent. Perhaps at that one second the class got softer?
Yes, illogical thoughts were starting to form.
It felt as if I were climbing Mount Everest, plagued by snow blindness; frostbite; hypothermia. The biting cold numbs; and I start hallucinating.
When it is over we forget to look at the judges, the first reaction and instinct to run away, get out of here, don't embarrass me. When our pounding hearts settle; we ask each other for their expressions and we don't know. We laugh.
Thank you everyone for doing their best, we all felt the love.
Love, Wen Fei
lynnaye
EEEEEEEE
sorry I was so pissy today!
aiyoh you know i'm always so wfniwtio4nwefonwfe about lit.
ok let's do the poem damn good!
haha and thanks for everything
I wasn't that emo. maybe it's just that i can look damn emo if i want to.
you know i
LOVE you!
sorry I was so pissy today!
aiyoh you know i'm always so wfniwtio4nwefonwfe about lit.
ok let's do the poem damn good!
haha and thanks for everything
I wasn't that emo. maybe it's just that i can look damn emo if i want to.
you know i
LOVE you!
Sunday, April 8, 2007
good girls!
hello this is lynnie, who has emerged damn pissed after doing 7 hours of hcl. like, holy teletubbies; 7 whole hours of higher chinese!
but i am cheered up! cos meltan is such a sweetie, and the fantastic four is so sweet, and i got two new books (dont say anything lah! i know i'm very loser). anyway tomorrow is class cheer! we must damn win.
cos we're so cool. we're so united man, although everyone is so different. Like, gilda is busy playing the perfect bimbotic social butterfly (no offense gilda, i love you! haha but it's TRUE. "money makes the world go round"), i quote her: "First at 11.30 it is like wif the Barker boys then after that at 1.30 gonna meet the SJI boys then at 2.30 I and gonna meet Michelle Y they all!! So busy and cool rite!! Like three group of people in 4 hours!!" she went to the acs party that i got invited to, harhar. And maybe andrea is busy mugging and doing all the guai things that make me so miserably guilty, and melgoh is out dancing (sounds sexy right), etcetera. OK WE MUST WIN.
Anway, since I have nothing to do, let's talk about... SEX!
Seriously. Once I put that under the subject of an email (which, by the way, was about schoolwork, not sex), under the impression that the recipient would open it faster. It actually works eh. She told me her mom saw it and said, "aiyoh this lynnie ah".
haha okay I shall talk about sexuality and sexual preference, since it's so interesting, and julian keeps calling me les. I tell you he's damn alot more gay (he listens to YMCA), my darlingest sista. Ok he called us the bi siblings. It's all his fault, for being so kaypoh and searching my old links (in my previous previous blog), thus finding my 2nd blog. MY SEC ONE BLOG. Which, by the way, is now completely blank because I deleted everything in a moment of embarrassment. Amateurish writing, humiliating secrets, etc. You know the likes (but i digress).
So he found this old post, all about a crush on d------ somethingsomething. Some girl from another school. I'm seriously very embarrassed about the whole incident now. So he came to the conclusion i was lesbian, hahahahhahhahahahahahha, okay so it's all my fault :/
but I blame it on raging hormones/ adolescence/ a fiery passion that emerged and consumed me at the very unlikely moment/stupid cupid (?). Bad excuses, but nevertheless. I don't think i could possibly have... aiyoh she looks quite gross to me now.
Anyway i don't condemn gayness. I think it's quite cool, seeing my best sista is so damn gay (: Once i did an experiment. I put my display name on msn as "YAYNESS FOR GAYNESS!" with a display picture of a wedding cake with two male figurines balanced and dignified on the icing. I was so cool lah. The result of which was:
a) "you damn gay is it."
b) "are you les?!"
c) "eeyur"
okay so my homosexual propaganda didn't work. let's blame it on conventional, small-minded society and leave it at that.
Meanwhile I shall read my two new books and travel into nothingness. I tell you, nothingness is the new trend (: it's like just so RAD.
i'm one of the good girls, whee!
but i am cheered up! cos meltan is such a sweetie, and the fantastic four is so sweet, and i got two new books (dont say anything lah! i know i'm very loser). anyway tomorrow is class cheer! we must damn win.
cos we're so cool. we're so united man, although everyone is so different. Like, gilda is busy playing the perfect bimbotic social butterfly (no offense gilda, i love you! haha but it's TRUE. "money makes the world go round"), i quote her: "First at 11.30 it is like wif the Barker boys then after that at 1.30 gonna meet the SJI boys then at 2.30 I and gonna meet Michelle Y they all!! So busy and cool rite!! Like three group of people in 4 hours!!" she went to the acs party that i got invited to, harhar. And maybe andrea is busy mugging and doing all the guai things that make me so miserably guilty, and melgoh is out dancing (sounds sexy right), etcetera. OK WE MUST WIN.
Anway, since I have nothing to do, let's talk about... SEX!
Seriously. Once I put that under the subject of an email (which, by the way, was about schoolwork, not sex), under the impression that the recipient would open it faster. It actually works eh. She told me her mom saw it and said, "aiyoh this lynnie ah".
haha okay I shall talk about sexuality and sexual preference, since it's so interesting, and julian keeps calling me les. I tell you he's damn alot more gay (he listens to YMCA), my darlingest sista. Ok he called us the bi siblings. It's all his fault, for being so kaypoh and searching my old links (in my previous previous blog), thus finding my 2nd blog. MY SEC ONE BLOG. Which, by the way, is now completely blank because I deleted everything in a moment of embarrassment. Amateurish writing, humiliating secrets, etc. You know the likes (but i digress).
So he found this old post, all about a crush on d------ somethingsomething. Some girl from another school. I'm seriously very embarrassed about the whole incident now. So he came to the conclusion i was lesbian, hahahahhahhahahahahahha, okay so it's all my fault :/
but I blame it on raging hormones/ adolescence/ a fiery passion that emerged and consumed me at the very unlikely moment/stupid cupid (?). Bad excuses, but nevertheless. I don't think i could possibly have... aiyoh she looks quite gross to me now.
Anyway i don't condemn gayness. I think it's quite cool, seeing my best sista is so damn gay (: Once i did an experiment. I put my display name on msn as "YAYNESS FOR GAYNESS!" with a display picture of a wedding cake with two male figurines balanced and dignified on the icing. I was so cool lah. The result of which was:
a) "you damn gay is it."
b) "are you les?!"
c) "eeyur"
okay so my homosexual propaganda didn't work. let's blame it on conventional, small-minded society and leave it at that.
Meanwhile I shall read my two new books and travel into nothingness. I tell you, nothingness is the new trend (: it's like just so RAD.
i'm one of the good girls, whee!
Saturday, April 7, 2007
Aww, thanks Lynnie for taking the initiative to do our Poetry slam!
We love you so much girl!
We have to start on NYAA pretty soon!
Wanna do something together?
Like on wed/ thrus?
Where everyone is free la.
Haha.
I know Kahyeen, Caryl and Smily are training pri girls in badminton.
Melgoh and other dancers coaching young girls in dancing.
Erm, obviously la. Haha.
Hmmm, should we coach others in being retarded?
Hahah!
Thursday was absolutely fun!
We have to do it again some other time okay!
Haha. The misleading shirt at num was so cute.
Seriously, I can’t believe Melgoh got it faster than me.
I only understood it fully on the train!
(it was explained by feifei, as usual.)
Emotional point starting,
Beware.
…
Friday has been such a meaningful day.
I watched a brilliant movie, the Freedom Writers.
It was so touching and the theme was yet again,
Racial discrimination.
Yikes, but it was one of the greatest movie I’ve ever watched.
It was truly significant.
It was like a wake-up call for me.
I felt that we are beyond doubt
some of the luckiest people living on earth.
The story line of Freedom Writers is roughly like this:
It’s a true story about a group of teenagers,
classmates at a high school in Long beach, California.
Though classmates, they resent each other.
They are clearly divided into 3groups,
The Latino Americans,
The African Americans
and the Asians.
But there is loner in the class,
The sole white guy.
These ordinary looking students are actually
fighting their own wars in their everyday lives.
They risk getting gunned down once they step out of their house.
They see people dying in the streets ever so often,
it’s not even frightening anymore.
A new teacher in their school,
Ms Erin Gruwell,
is posted as their freshman year teacher.
But because she is a white,
They loathe her.
Gradually, their perspectives of life changes
with the help of Ms Gruwell.
They no longer think only for their own kind.
Haha, this is just a rough one.
There are so many touching and humorous parts.
I’m really spoiling the movie!
But you should really catch the movie.
After watching the movie,
I felt like I’ve been given a smack in the face,
A good one.
What really stuck me was that,
Though I’m like a hundred times luckier than them,
I’m still complaining about things.
Gosh, I should be so glad that I have homework to do!
[There’s this part where the students start smelling their books because they can’t believe the fact that they got brand new books, which in fact is forked out from the Ms Gruwell’s own pockets.
(She actually worked part-time as a bra-seller& a hotel concierge while teaching to raise the money!)
Because there are the “rotten apples”, the school only gives them torn and tattered books. So it was a great privilege for them.
Shucks, spoilers end here!]
We are taking it for granted for the fact that
we are living in such a harmonious society.
We don’t know others out there are getting much more problems compared to us.
Ahh, we are all so ignorant of all the problems.
It’s not just discrimination.
It’s every other single thing.
I’m gonna treasure all my friends.
Squabbles are stupid.
Stupid, stupid.
Sincerely from my heart, I love all of you.
I’m grateful for 2 Courage,
Grateful for Kahyeen, Caryl.
Grateful for SCGS,
Grateful for my primary school friends,
Grateful for my family,
And grateful for the fabulous foursome
If only everyone in the world had a little more
compassion, patience & love,
even if the world died of global warming,
it will be a happy Earth.
If only.
I’m gonna work/help in some way for the UN in future.
Serious.
Haha, pretty emotional huh.
Gahh, I actually blogged such a long post.
But I still love all of you,
Lovelovelove.
Mel’t.
If only I had asked for something cheaper last Christmas. If only I had treasured every single thing more. If only I realized it earlier. If only there wasn’t such thing as if onlys.
P.S: GAHH.
THIS IS ONLY ONE OF THE FEW DAYS IM BEING EMO.
COUNT YOURSELF LUCKY TO SEE THIS, HAHA.
CAUSE EMO-NESS IS NOT MY GAME!
IM STILL PERFECTLY NORMAL MANS.
P.P.S:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THIS HAS BEEN THE UMPTEEN TIMES I’M TRYING TO POST.
DAMMIT.
FEI, HELP ME.
I LOVE YOU~
FOR POSTING THE PIC TOOOOOOOOO
HAHA.
LOVELOVELOVE,
MELT.
We love you so much girl!
We have to start on NYAA pretty soon!
Wanna do something together?
Like on wed/ thrus?
Where everyone is free la.
Haha.
I know Kahyeen, Caryl and Smily are training pri girls in badminton.
Melgoh and other dancers coaching young girls in dancing.
Erm, obviously la. Haha.
Hmmm, should we coach others in being retarded?
Hahah!
Thursday was absolutely fun!
We have to do it again some other time okay!
Haha. The misleading shirt at num was so cute.
Seriously, I can’t believe Melgoh got it faster than me.
I only understood it fully on the train!
(it was explained by feifei, as usual.)
Emotional point starting,
Beware.
…
Friday has been such a meaningful day.
I watched a brilliant movie, the Freedom Writers.
It was so touching and the theme was yet again,
Racial discrimination.
Yikes, but it was one of the greatest movie I’ve ever watched.
It was truly significant.
It was like a wake-up call for me.
I felt that we are beyond doubt
some of the luckiest people living on earth.
The story line of Freedom Writers is roughly like this:
It’s a true story about a group of teenagers,
classmates at a high school in Long beach, California.
Though classmates, they resent each other.
They are clearly divided into 3groups,
The Latino Americans,
The African Americans
and the Asians.
But there is loner in the class,
The sole white guy.
These ordinary looking students are actually
fighting their own wars in their everyday lives.
They risk getting gunned down once they step out of their house.
They see people dying in the streets ever so often,
it’s not even frightening anymore.
A new teacher in their school,
Ms Erin Gruwell,
is posted as their freshman year teacher.
But because she is a white,
They loathe her.
Gradually, their perspectives of life changes
with the help of Ms Gruwell.
They no longer think only for their own kind.
Haha, this is just a rough one.
There are so many touching and humorous parts.
I’m really spoiling the movie!
But you should really catch the movie.
After watching the movie,
I felt like I’ve been given a smack in the face,
A good one.
What really stuck me was that,
Though I’m like a hundred times luckier than them,
I’m still complaining about things.
Gosh, I should be so glad that I have homework to do!
[There’s this part where the students start smelling their books because they can’t believe the fact that they got brand new books, which in fact is forked out from the Ms Gruwell’s own pockets.
(She actually worked part-time as a bra-seller& a hotel concierge while teaching to raise the money!)
Because there are the “rotten apples”, the school only gives them torn and tattered books. So it was a great privilege for them.
Shucks, spoilers end here!]
We are taking it for granted for the fact that
we are living in such a harmonious society.
We don’t know others out there are getting much more problems compared to us.
Ahh, we are all so ignorant of all the problems.
It’s not just discrimination.
It’s every other single thing.
I’m gonna treasure all my friends.
Squabbles are stupid.
Stupid, stupid.
Sincerely from my heart, I love all of you.
I’m grateful for 2 Courage,
Grateful for Kahyeen, Caryl.
Grateful for SCGS,
Grateful for my primary school friends,
Grateful for my family,
And grateful for the fabulous foursome
If only everyone in the world had a little more
compassion, patience & love,
even if the world died of global warming,
it will be a happy Earth.
If only.
I’m gonna work/help in some way for the UN in future.
Serious.
Haha, pretty emotional huh.
Gahh, I actually blogged such a long post.
But I still love all of you,
Lovelovelove.
Mel’t.
If only I had asked for something cheaper last Christmas. If only I had treasured every single thing more. If only I realized it earlier. If only there wasn’t such thing as if onlys.
P.S: GAHH.
THIS IS ONLY ONE OF THE FEW DAYS IM BEING EMO.
COUNT YOURSELF LUCKY TO SEE THIS, HAHA.
CAUSE EMO-NESS IS NOT MY GAME!
IM STILL PERFECTLY NORMAL MANS.
P.P.S:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THIS HAS BEEN THE UMPTEEN TIMES I’M TRYING TO POST.
DAMMIT.
FEI, HELP ME.
I LOVE YOU~
FOR POSTING THE PIC TOOOOOOOOO
HAHA.
LOVELOVELOVE,
MELT.
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